~~~it's been a long time not posting~~~

yeah.. it's like the title.....► long time not posting at this blog... i'm kinda busy with homework and courses that i had to attended.. erm.. 'bout the courses.... last Friday, i went to a courses at Langkawi... it's 'bout 3 days 2 night... the objective of this courses is creating an excellent facilitator(hehe.. it kinda like me right? haha.... JK)
erm... like the others courses or camp, of coz we will met a new people... but it different with me... i met with same people, but we not close.... so with this courses/camp i became closer with them.... 
but..... this is not the story that i want to tell ya.. ~ ~ ~ ~
~~~~~ the story begin wif before boarding the ferry, i met a girl that really looks like my best friend.... my best friend has a not identical twin... even though not identical.. but still lookalike.. they're girls... and both of them are cute... huahahaha(satisfy laugh) ehem...
ok.. we continue.... erm... in though hers twin also went to that courses.. so every time i instill boldness to greet her.... but... i don't know why... my little heart said, "she is not that twin".... but.. my big heart said," you gotta greet her... if you don't, how you want to know whether she is or not".... so my thinking that rational said,"why you don't juz wait, and see whether she is or not... doesn't have to rush..." yeah... i chose the third choice... hehehe....
so.. i'm struggling wif myself... ask her or not... ask her or not.... ask her or not... ask her or not... yeah... i know it's not good to think much 'bout another girl while I've girl to think 'bout... so.. sometime i think i want to forget 'bout it....
but.. her(girl that i though my best friend) acted, her style, her manner... almost same... really same.....so i'm quite confuse myself.... i'm confuse b'coz long time i don't met my best friend... so.... i'm not recognise her nicely.... 
my feeling not stable for 2 days.. and the last days on ferry in the way back, my sit was beside her....
man!!!... suddenly i get my courages.... so many thing i want to ask her... but the most important things is.... i ask her name first.... and guess what?
i'm was wrong... she is not my friend... my question was totally saved me from humiliated in front hundred people... hahahaha....
so shame on me....
~~~ my name is MUHD ASHRAF ABAS, and i approve this message....~~~ keep connecting wif me at FB page > MY ROMANCE LIFE~~~~~~